Well, in December I let H go. Completely. Have been to lawyers to get the legal separation started. Have told the kids`teachers, my friends, that type of thing.
Have continued to GAL. Have fun. Am ready to enjoy life.
Seeing the lawyers letter requesting separation really shook H up. His anger suddnly abated. He said he was willing to work on the marriage but I`ve told him it was too late. I refused to go to MC.After all I`d been through with H I really didn`t want him anymore. Not saying I want him now either-just undecided again.
In between all that my Mum got quite ill. It was apparent over the past month or two that she wouldn`t pull through this time and last week she passed away.
This has shaken H up too. He`s really mellowed through all of it and really seems to want us to be a family again.
I`m not sure of anything right now though. Except that I am very vulnerable right now and I can`t make a decision from this place.
Wishing you all love and happiness right now where ever you are.
