She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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I'm proud of myself for handling things the way that I did. I realize now what I need to do, and I'm glad that I know I can do it.

I truly hope this doesn't mean that all my efforts have been for nothing. Somehow she's making all these decisions before I even get home, or before we get the chance to discuss anything.

I'm not really sure how to take this new information, or if I should even be sweating it.

I told her that for the first time in my life, I truly like the person that I am. I know I have come a long way. I just hope I can keep moving in the right direction.

I know my words can't change the way she feels, but I hope my actions and positive change will show her.

I don't want this to change what I've been doing, or cause me to give up hope. I don't know that the door is completely closed, nor does she.

She finally commented on my weight loss. Before she told me the pictures I posted on Facebook looked wierd. Now she said I look really thin, almost to thin. She's acknowleging me in a different way than she has been.

I still hear her telling me it's going to be nice to see me. her tone has changed about just dropping me off and leaving. Now she want's to make me dinner my first night back. Maybe she feels some kind of peace now that she's filed, and that she see's I'm not fighting her like she thought I would. maybe I have no idea why anything is the way it is.

Only time will tell what exactly is going to happen.