I have never written to you but I am very moved by what I read here and all the support you have received.
Remember that God loves YOU. You are special and very valuable in His eyes because you are His child. He hears your prayers. Do you hear what He says to you? He says that you are worth everything to Him. He says that you are beautiful and that he has a plan for you. He has never said that we are hopeless or that life is hopeless. God is a God of change and hope. Not despair and hopelessness. Listen to what He says.
Look to God and not to your circumstances. If you look at your circustances you will feel hopeless. If you look to God you will seek a way maker and a miracle performer. At this time last year I did not know how I could ever be happy, joyful, eat a full meal or get a full night's sleep. Now I have more joy and peace than I have ever known. Evenin the midst of challenges. God's time is not our time but He delivers everything He says He will.
This is the time to trust God. Let go and give Him control. Thank Him and trust Him even though YOU do not see a way yet. Get joyful because you trust and depend on HIM, regardless of what your H is doing. Our strength comes from God, not our M.
I know it sucks and hurts. It is a sucky, hurtful situation to be in:) But God is the healer and will heal us once we let him. He doesn't want us to walk around full or guilt over how we went wrong in our M and life. I think that He wants us to realize it, seek His forgiveness and DO BETTER. Not get caught up in rehashing how we did badly.
Destiny, life is beautiful. God is available 24 hours a day if you ever feel that you have called on one too many humans. Many nights I talked and listened to Him for hours.
Wishing you peace and joy and I hope that we hear from you soon.
