This is what I am struggling with. I want to honestly say what I feel. Cause not saying it is one of the main reasons we are where we are.
How about this (in response to his response about dividing things up)
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Before I respond to the "next steps" I want to say the following.
I don't expect any reply. This is for me.
I wish you could know how sorry I am that things turned out this way. Never in my worst nightmare would I have imagined or wanted this.
I hope someday I can say this to you. It would help to bring me some peace.
I hope you are well.
Avermont
Opinions, all. I don't have anything to lose. We are far out of DB world. I don't know that I ever had a shot at it. I could 180 my brains out, be the most wonderful desirable woman in the world (which I am working on!) and he and I just never...talked again.
So, what's to lose? what's to gain? Saying something honest from my heart.
