Thank you all - you don't know how much it means to me.
I will respond later - just have a small break with S for a minute.
I shouldn't even be in piecing because it was a lie. We are not.
Suffice it to say, H continued to try to stick it to me and upset me today - pressing for alone time with S ONLY during the times I had plans...thank god I had a friend here and she kept me cool. I just said, "Whatever you want to do" and even though I feel totally bullied I let it go at that.
Didn't sleep last night one wink so I'm going for a nap at my neighbor's when H arrives...then back to being with S. I'll post more later.