I bet you're sad- anyone would be . I'm not in exactly the same boat, but I know that feeling like your stomach has dropped out and you can't quite breathe. Definitely put the thing away like you're planning- good on sending pics elsewhere- as much as we think we want to see them (I'd think I wanted to, too), it's going to make it worse right now.
I'm thinking of you--
(((Luv)))
When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go; And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving slow; Go ask Alice... I think she'll know.
. I'm not in exactly the same boat, but I know that feeling like your stomach has dropped out and you can't quite breathe. Definitely put the thing away like you're planning- good on sending pics elsewhere- as much as we think we want to see them (I'd think I wanted to, too), it's going to make it worse right now. 
