MLC, H and me

[courageous wife]

Hi Tom...I am glad it made you smile too! It is a start!

H informed me today he is in between residencs...the one is was in is for sale. Don't care where he is staying. He said "WE are going to go look at a house in the morning". The good vibes kinda flat lined after that. My SIL was here and the kids were in the room. No one said anything about the "we" It just amazes me the lack of emotion he seems to have for the death of our marraige. In fact, the whole time he was here, the only emotion he showed was irritation, not towards us, but all the other things that are happening with our rental house etc. I left the room and went upstairs and it wasn't long and followed me (scared to be alone with his sister I'm sure!). He comented on how nice the paint looked etc.

I asked him about talking to the kids as they are asking questions and he said he'd talk to them today. I menitoned that I felt it would be better if we talked to them together. He agreed and then said something else and I couldn't help it I said that he didn't have to act so happy to be divorcing me...of course he said he wasn't, that it was hard...blah blah blah!!! I am assuming he has not heard that I counter-filed papers...didn't say a word about the truck.

H and the kids went to see a movie and I started to paint. Cried, talked to God etc...feeling better now.

Everyone have a good Easter weekend!!!