I guess maybe I don't express enough that the past two years have been the hardest of my life. I literally had to pick myself up from the very, very bottom and start over. I know we all have to do that but I also had 2 pretty serious health issues that made it that much harder.
I don't mean to diminish any of the pain you've been through- and I have read (and would be interested in readng more!) about some of your struggles, health issues, etc. I fear going through this whole thing myself. But you're still standing and fighting to be whole and happy, which I greatly admire.
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And maybe I should share MY feelings more often but who wants to read that?! LOL!
I know this is not easy. That is a given! I still get very sad and cry from time to time but I have learned how to deal with it and that for me was crucial.
I want to read it. I'll bet you still get sad. I think it would be very weird not to. They've wrecked and trampled on our dreams of a future together with them and we have to grieve that. I'm only at the beginning.
When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go; And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving slow; Go ask Alice... I think she'll know.
