I guess maybe I don't express enough that the past two years have been the hardest of my life. I literally had to pick myself up from the very, very bottom and start over. I know we all have to do that but I also had 2 pretty serious health issues that made it that much harder.

I came to this forum almost a year after my H left and our legal case was in full swing so things were not as fresh for me.

And maybe I should share MY feelings more often but who wants to read that?! LOL!

I know this is not easy. That is a given! I still get very sad and cry from time to time but I have learned how to deal with it and that for me was crucial.