Thanks Up - I do feel like I am more in control. Today.

Mach.....you are right ANYTHING is a very strong word. In reflection, I know that is not the right word to use. I would do what it would take-----and that means saving me first. I have learned enough to know how important that is. If I had the opportunity to do "what"or "whatever" it would take, I know the only result would be failure if I didn't appreciate what I have learned over the past 2+ years----and that is the importance of ME. Continuing to work on me would have to be the biggest "whatever" it would take.

There would have to be boundaries. There would have to be A LOT of things.......it's just that the feeling is there. I still "wish" that this was not the "end of my M."


Me 45
M 25 yrs; T 31 yrs;bomb 8/15/06; moves out 7/18/08
D 18, D 14, S 12