Also, I think you have a lot to be proud of. Over the past six months, you have done a lot to learn and practice the hard stuff in the hardest setting possible under the WORLD'S WORST CIRCUMSTANCES. You are 90 percent better on your issues. Don't beat yourself up that it will take some more months to get to the last ten percent. How many people could make ANY progress under your current conditions? I couldn't. Be very happy of what you've accomplished and tried for you and your S. S will benefit from all your hard work in the future, so it wasn't a waste.