Moving on with my life #2

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I know these things, but for whatever reason when he is here and things are good I have this comfortable feeling. I know he has done horrible things so why in the world I feel comfortable is crazy. I like having the attention, I like having the companionship. Its wrong..yes, I know that.

I am trying to wean baby (Sorry guys if its TMI). She has an appointment with a pediatric dentist in a couple of week and I have a feeling he will say that her night nursing is the culprit of the decay. I have done a ton of reading about it and more than 75% say the decay comes from the 'bottle mouth' or in my case nursing. Shes 2...she doesn't need it anyway. It was easier for me to get sleep and go along with it than to fight her.

This is where I really had some help at night. Helping her transistion into self soothing is not easy when what she wants is right there with me. It would be easier if I had a husband to take over sometimes. Its such a comfort/security thing with baby, going to be tough to break.