"Sometimes you just gotta ride the horse the direction it's going"
You may have heard that b4. Sometimes, fighting the direction that things are going does not produce any tangible results even though the direction that you are being taken is not where you'd like to go. In all that I've read in your threads here and elsewhere, you've come to a realization, perhaps too late, that you aimed some of your life where it is going.
If I recall, you said that he moved out and then moved back and now you moved out. Can't find if you've moved back.
That brings me to the second aphorism.
If the horse is dead, get off. And your marriage may be a dead horse.
I note your profile name change
Captain
Last sex: 04/06/1997 Last attempt: 11/11/1997 W Issues "No Means No" Declaration: 11/11/1997 W chooses to terminate sex 05/1998 I gained 60, then lost 85 pounds. Start running again (marathons)