You are giving your WH too much space in your head. You are worthwhile and you can turn this around. Maybe you will get D but YOU can be a better person!!
You can do this. You keep saying you can't but look you have been doing it! Stop looking down the road. Worry about right this minute. Yes you will have rough spots but you can overcome those. Put one foot in front of the other.
DU until you make these changes you are right that your WH is sending you a message.
If I told you that if you make these changes WH would come back , and you would live happily ever after, could you detach/NC for the love of HIM.
I think that the answer would be yes. So I am asking you detach/NC and pray. You will be taken care of!
