All, I have been struggling over the last few days. I sometimes think about jumping off a bridge. I am a very dark place right now. THE IS NO HOPE FOR ANYTHING.

Everything is stacked against me: my H wants and will get his LS and his D, my job is stressful, my family (I know they love me, but I feel pressured). I have no faith and a huge amount of guilt and remorse. ALL of my H's prayers and wants are being answered and I am completely lost and believe that I do not deserve any blessings from God. This is all going to end badly and it will end in D. I cannot and will not live with that thought. I really appreciated the support I received here. I WISh (because hope is dead and praying does not help) that you all experiencing this MLC the best.

Last edited by DestinyUnknown; 04/02/10 10:20 AM.
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Me 44
H 51
T 15 yrs
M 9+ yrs
No Kids
"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough."