She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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I've been doing tons of 180's since I've been going through this. I've had no choice but to do so. She's so deep into her fog i doubt she would even notice when i don't do something, but she certainly would notice if i did. That's the reason not saying anything about this would be the smart way to go for me.

SV3 you know as well as i do how hard is to detach from someone you haven't seen. I'm still physically attached, because know what I want. You know what's expected after returning from a long deployment. I know that won't be happening.

There's obviously some emotional attachment as well, but I find that shrinking by the day. I'm attached to the person I left, but not the person that's there right now. i desire what i can't have, and that's her the way she was and what i thought I would be coming home to.