She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

I'm glad some of you are still awake to talk me off the ledge.

i just got done talking to a friend that's over here with me, and he also suggested I ask nothing. If I want to show a different side of me then I need to not ask. The truth is she's talking to allot of people, both male and female. It just seems like she's sparking up all her old friendships since I've been gone.

For the most part she's abandoned some of our co-friends and she just communicates with her friends. She's abandoned our co=friends that she knows have shown me support. These friends are all 2000 miles away, so there's nothing to it other than phone conversations.

It's just me playing mind games with myself again. Anything out of the ordinary makes me want to question it. However, that's what she would expect me to do, so I probably shouldn't.

She's trying really hard to do and be something she either has never been or hasn't done for 17 years. This is sort of sad to watch how lost this woman is. She thinks she's found herself, but she's really trying to hard to be something else.