Tough day today. The MC session was about what I expected. I don't think it will be very helpful. Most of the focus was on my problems and what I've done to create this mess. I found it very difficult to DB well.
W is still confused. Mc came to the conclusion that I want to work on the M and W doesn't know what she wants. And I had to write a check for that?
There was so much rewritten history that I bit a hole through my tongue. MC wants us to work on commnication about our R. How am I supposed to DB and not come across as unwilling to work on things? the best I can do right now is to let W know that this is where I am now but I don't know how long I will be in that place. She still thinks we can D and be best of friends and do everything together as a family. Wants the best of both worlds.
I will still follow her lead.
She is pulling out of the campng trip. Think she was surprised to hear that I will still be taking the kids camping later in the week. That was the original plan. Should have stuck with it bu I moved things up to the weekend to accomodate her schedule. Can't do that anymore.
Me: 43 W: 40 S10,S7 M12, T13+
My sitch: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1952314&page=1