The tunnel of darkness

[kjensen]

So back in the swing of things. Saw H tonight at D14's concert and he sat next to me...thought he smelled of beer-but not sure. He left right after the concert without seeing D14.

Later I texted him some financial info we'd talked about and he got all defensive and thought I was putting him down because I didn't say "Hi" in my text first(which was possibly rude, but not a put-down!)..oversight on my part..

Oh well, The more he is like this, the less I like him. I'm tired of having everything I say or do be construed negatively, no matter how careful I am about what I say or do!

Onward and Forward. I think it will be a good day when I just AM, without thinking of how H might take what I say or do. Need to take back that power I've inadvertantly given him over my emotions!