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[awest1217]

K - I am completely with you. I am not settling anymore. I am actually just waiting until I have saved enough money to D. I am not going to allow myself to be in a R where H treats me horribly. I thank you for the admiration. I now admire myself as well and deserve so much better. Better is out there (maybe it will be H if he ever gets his head out of his butt) and I am excited to find it. (not looking any time soon, but something to look forward to one day).

Tomorrow I am done spring cleaning...I cleaned the walls, windows, curtains, pretty much everything in the house. I am telling you the house looks better than when H lived here and same with the outside because I take a lot of pride in how my house looks. I enjoy when people say they love my house. Once cleaning is done then off to get S his first swing set. He is so excited. I am loving the warm weather and having the windows open. I am so happy...sore from cleaning the windows...but happy!