Possible EA - sitting on the edge

[BWP]

Okay it is clear that finding that recorder has created even more secrecy. I've checked the emails and there is nothing sent or read since the weekend.

W has been home earlier than normal from the gym. Wanted me to stay with D tonight to go shopping then switched to take D to MIL.

I think this is all slipping away from me. I've gone mostly dark and now we barely speak. No one is mean or angry. It just feels like I'll never make any progress.

My IC wants me to consider what if my W keeps this relationship separate to fill a need she has for counsel and support and what if she has no other feelings.

I know I'm just venting right now but I don't know what else to do. I just feel my R slipping away from me and I feel like I have no plan in place.