awest, I never, not even for one minute doubted you are a winner. I admire you and respect you. And when I look at your age, WOW, I am thinking what an amazing woman you will grow up to be!!! Your son is soooo lucky to have you.
I know you want your husband back. And I wish you hapiness with all my heart, BUT, you and some other of my friends here (lie MichelleLT) are of those women that I cant help thinking, you are much better off without him. Forgive me for being so direct but these are my thoughts. The only thing that puzzles me and makes me think there must something else, is you. YOU must see something in him that we/me here cant see. So, I trust your judgement but want to urge you to be good to yourself and do not...settle (something I was told so many times not to do either). Your life is ahead of you my dear. hugs K