I am on vacation as of today till Tuesday. Me and H didnt talk on the phone at all today. He sent me a message saying he feels terrible we are like this and to at least tell him I am ok. Didnt see the SMS till much later and didnt really respond.
I am calm and feel strong and I think the last 2 days did us good. There is a definite change on how things are "viewed" from both sides and we still have a common goal. 2 steps forward one back. I think we went back only to jump forward. I hope I am right... K