Trying very hard to busy for the next few days, especially with the holiday. I am also trying very hard not to respond to emails or txt messages from H, when he calls I let him talk to our kids and when he is done I just hang up.
It is getting very hard the last few days, because our 3 yr old keeps asking about daddy. I try very hard to remind him that I love him very much and that no matter what I will always be there for him. He was very upset when we drove down the interstate Sunday on our way home, driving away from daddy's appartment. he kept telling me mommy ur driving the wrong way, turn around!! It breaks my heart to listen to him do this, I wish my H had to hear what he does to him. Our 3 yr old really misses his dad, and our 1 yr old lights up when he hears my H voice on the phone. I hope this gets easier on the boys, only time will tell.
XH 30 W 29 M 5/Together 9 2 boys ages 3 and 1 Bomb of OW 10/2009 Divorce final 7/2010 Now in limbo
