OK, bad day, I am trying to be the best man I can be, It seems everything is tied around money and that is it. Otherwise we are great, but when the stress of money, end of month type of bills, and it is tight is when, the bad W comes out.
Today, I get a large check that I was expecting and it will get most all of the bills paid (all the important ones) I was quite happy about it but when I came in at lunch she was getting the bills we owed out and I came in and gave her a big hug. Well, I got one of those pats on the back and I blurted out, geez you must hate me or something. She responded, "a little". Wow.
She then said "I hate the situation I am in, always worrying about money." I just said, I am doing the best I can.
I am working the business that I own, and starting another, which I also have been working very hard on, but the payment will not be for another few months, but it will be significant.
I just want to tell her when that money does come in for that new business, I do not want her to say that she was there supporting me all the way!
Gosh damn, she has brought in a total of $300 this year with her art business, and I am working my ass off on two jobs and she blames me when she gets stressed about money.
Sorry venting, my Mom and Dad are taking us on a vacation on Saturday, maybe that will help.
