feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

Update

I was supposed to get H at airport last night but he didn't show. I text him I'd wait 5 mins then I was leaving. I never got a response. He called me at 1am saying he was in his hotel room and he didn't know how he got there. He sounded drunk of course.

He didn't know where his luggage was and he was confused. He kept saying, "luv I'm freaked out I don't know how I got here." I said call me in the morning.

He called in the morning and said he found his luggage in the rental car downstairs. He said his friends said he was an emotional wreck last night. He went missing (guess that's when he walked back to hotel) who knows what the real story is. His knees scraped and elbows from a fall - so is his precious blackberry all scratched up.

I picked him this morning and he was a little quiet. I started talking to him and saying how disappointed I was in him. He said he was stressed and then said, "I have to move out." I nodded and said, "yeah."

We came home he unpacked his bags and I made lunch. He was very quiet. He didn't even know how to approach kids but he went to say hi. He barely says anything. He's lying down on the couch right now falling asleep. I'm looking at him wondering where my H went

Ok well looks like I'm going to file asap. Here comes the rough stuff. Stay with me my friends.

Luv