Are there signs?

[ericmsant2]

Wild

My friend it is okay to rant - just do not rant at her or internalize it. You need to let it out...so keep ranting..

I honestly dont feel good right now.

So then what can you do to feel better. Better about you and your kids.

but each time I see her I feel as though my heart is being ripped out.

I spent a few days not looking at her - literally, I did not even look at her body or her face. I actually felt better after I did that. Try it maybe it will work. Or better yet - think about how God must feel when he looks at us. I am not saying that you need to be Him but maybe try and look at her with some compassion. Why? so that YOU can feel better.

I want my heart to be free of these bonds that have it so tightly wrapped.

Then let go of her...let her go buddy. She just may come back if you let go.