I finally pulled off enjoying GAL last night smile .

I went on a beautiful mountain shoeshoeing trip with strangers. It did my soul good to walk through the snow-covered old trees up to the mountaintop, where I could see the sun setting behind a peak, the ocean, and the glittering city lights. We then crunched back in the dark with the stars above. Pretty magical. Although I am still not fit for conversation, there was a pleasant camaraderie in the group and some points of common interest.

What worked for me about this:
- adventure
- being in my body
- beauty
- out of my normal environment
- shared experience
- not much pressure to perform socially
- free wink


me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4
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