You may be right. I may not be cut out for this. I have given her everything for the last 8 months. Whatever she says... I do. Jump.. how high. call-- I answer. text... I respond. so I'm tired. yes I'm tired.
I'm trying to be patient. and I really, I think, am perhaps doing better than I may project on these boards. but at a certain point one has to wonder if it really is fixable. I mean I do not believe anything she says or does. how is that ever going to change?
I think I'm cut out for the marital crisis stuff-- to a certain point. the taking of the kids (yes jack-- I said yes. but she also said we'd spend weekends together, she'd be back in a year and a bunch of other things that she didn't hold her end of the bargain about), the loss of career on top of all of it-- has been enough to pretty much crush my soul.
