No, H just came up for break and he said he was really bothered by what happened last night. He thought I initiated it, and I told him no, I did not, he started it. I told him how he was kissing me and that he started crying and saying "I'm just so afraid of losing you." He didn't believe me. Says he doesn't believe it or remember it. He feels "awful" that it happened. Whatever goes on now, it's starting to make him question himself and that's good. I said he called me baby and my name and that he said he was afraid of losing me, and I said he has some deep feelings that his wall is not letting in and he said "I know how I feel." Of course he knows how he feels, but it's WHY he feels that way, it's the brain chemicals doing it to him.
