Hey my friends, I'm feeling pretty good about me. Today we had to do an official physical fitness test before i leave, and I went from a 36 inch waist to a 32 inch waist since I've been here. Busted out 89 push ups in a minute and I'm getting ready to blaze through my mile and half run. feeling pretty good abot me.

Called to talk to my D14 today. She somehow how brought up the way W is acting different. She said W is all about being a strong person because she thinks she used to be weak. Even my D14 said W has always been very strong, which is true.

D14 said that W is starting to use it on her. last time my D14 got grounded my W said she wasn't going to compromise because she always has compromised, and once she makes a decision now that's going to be it. We both believe W is trying way too hard.

I explained to my D14 that it's just the way she's feeling and we have to accept it. I also told her that you need some compromise for a successful relationship. No matter if it's with a friend, mother, father, brother, sister, whoever. The truth is my W and I have always compromised with one another. However, she feels that she always compromised. Wha can you do? Nothing.

Anyway on a good note, I still feel pretty good about me, and I'll be with my kids in a week. I continue to pray for strenghth and patience in this.


Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept