Its easier to not have emotion envolved when it is another persons sitch. At least that is the was I feel. It would be nice to be able to have no emotion and completely detach, but almost impossible because you still have love or some type of feelings towards your spouse.

I can see why people have said they would rather shite razor wire than ever get divorced again.

Wish my wife was feeling an ounce of what I am. It would be nice if the tables shifted for just one day. Alas I know that isn't going to happen.

Going to IC tomorrow hopefully i will be able to get a lot off of my chest and get some insight as to how to detach. I'm fricken tired. Just plain and simple tired. Tomorrow is Friday for me though woohooo!!!!


I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.

Like:
D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30

"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."