You can keep it together. YOu're a much stronger person than you give yourself credit for. You can do this.

Does he know that you know about the A? Did he actually say he wanted to still go to R even after he told everyone you were getting D?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER