tta- Tomorrow is a new day..you feel differently each day..don't lose all hope.
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i feel like i can no longer reach out to my H and tell him i'm thinking about him, tell him i miss him, tell him i hope he's ok. what if i never see him again?
Stop doing this immediately. If this is what you have been doing..complete 180..and as quickly as possible. Don't do the same thing that hasn't been working. It is hard as hell to do...don't say any of these things again!!! ..and as difficult as it is- don't let him see you in this sad state. Cry when you are alone or with a friend..or come on here and vent..but don't let him see your tears. I feel your pain. Stay strong. Continue making some changes in your life for you..the sun always comes out again...although not always easy to believe when you are in the midst of a storm cloud. You will get through this...either as better person for yourself..or a better person prepared to piece back your M. Don't let this be a complete set back for you. Hugs.
