how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

also, i haven't responded to his email about the separation agreement. i don't know how to. i don't want to sign it. i did some research today and my understanding is that filing uncontested means that both parties willingly and voluntarily entered into the separation...but that's not true. my H moved out. i never wanted him to move. i don't want to turn this into anything nasty, but i also don't want to sign anything that says, yes, i voluntarily agree to end my marriage.

i would really appreciate any thoughts on how to handle a response. obviously i will say something like, i will have a lawyer look over it and will get back to you if i have any questions. but there's no timeline on signing something like this, right?

god give me the serenity...