The name - Serenity Prayer....Long story however I learned that prayer a very long time ago...
As for my H...No he didn't file...It was held over my head for about a year....Always a threat and eventually (as in the past 3 weeks) I told him fine...I had had enough...
I waited and waited with this dangling over my life and realized that he wasn't going to do it...He would eat the cake as long as I allowed it, so I closed the bakery...
Got the papers...Filled them out and once he found out what I wanted, he started dragging his feet...Told me last week he made a mistake however won't do anything to change the situation...
So as I feared, I continued to grow while he continued to sink...Now our time is over...I won't be controlled by him anymore...
I know that He has something, someone better out there for me...What I truly wish is that everyone would get there a lot quicker then I did...
I had an awful lot of help getting to this place however it still took me over a year...
I still falter - Trust me when I say this...
Yet each time I reach out and try, he slams the door in my face...
So the way I see it...Why would I want to be with someone who treats me like a dog when I know in my heart there is someone out there who will treat me like the jewel I am?
You can choose the "safe" road or you can choose the "unknown" road...
I choose the "safe" one for over 20 years...Now I am soaring along the "unknown".
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
