So this is the one week I can't let go because I have a week off rehearsals - it's the time for positive connection. HOwever, I'm on alert and anytime he starts to spew, I'm out of here and possible S too.
STarting next week my rehearsal schedule amps up which means I won't be here when H is.
Still very depressed. Talked to L today says there's nothing legally I can do to get more than 50% custody basically unless H is beating S. He said all I can do is have the court order parenting classes. UGh.
I"m so depressed about the prospect of leaving H alone iwth S and I feel he's so unsafe. L says if H refuses the court ordered parenting classes then I may have some ammunition. But not much.
