I wish I had the words to give you stregnth to get to the next step. when things get too hard for me i simply back off and give myself a day or so to pick myself up.
it is hard because some steps may not be in the direction you feel is positive, but in some sense it it. it is to protect you and the baby.
i wish i could fix things for everyone on this darn site! its not fair anyone has to go through this
