Advice taken - You and senor Beans are correct. My actions must speak louder than my words. This is something that I need to work on. One question - what does one do then when they change their mind? The reality is that my mouth wrote checks my butt does not want to cash anymore. They were written while I was at a point of despair. How then does one switch gears or change there mind.
In terms of the letter. I am not sure I see it as a control issue. I would agree that it is MY pain and I said as much. I will acknowledge that it is a pain that I need to deal with. That much I agree with. I am not sure why you are saying it is a control issue - so could you explain.
Fruitful action Lost..fruitful action. I am not justifying myself but right now it is a little tough to do this since I am still angry but I'm trying.
I was very civil at the verizon store - very civil. This is about as much as I can give right now.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans