there are moments when the gamma radiation wears off and I return to my normal, calm, less aggressive self (wearing torn purple pants for some strange reason), in the end I'm results oriented, this isn't a sprint, it's a marathon but you're not training to get the spouse back, you're training to get you back to where you need to be, once that happens, everything that should be in your life will be there regardless of this situation.
As for the gamma radiation, it was a crazy accident, what's a guy to do ;-)
