Sounds to me like you have a good plan there. I just feel that you need to make an obvious safe path home for your H. Hopefully if you are able to open up in CBT they will help you construct that path. Also they should be able to help you deal with your feelings regarding the CD.
The horses were stabled at night during the snow, but rugged and out playing in it in the daylight - they love it. Our pony things it's fun if you snowball him, but my 16.1hh mare looks as though you have personally assaulted her if she gets snow balled: she gives me a hurt look and slinks off, while the pony comes running back for the next shot!!!!!
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
