My husband is addicted to an emotional affair

[nicole8]

I know the h isn't going to rush home. I am hoping he will panic bg me not contacting or keeping in touch with him. Maybe that is what he wants. We talked about money via text yesterday. Which is weird. I thought he wants to be divorced so why does he want to talk with me about money and ask permission to spend money on books for school. So random..... I really am just so sick of this and I am pretty sure the roller coaster might not be stopping for awhile.

I am pretty confident that h is still talking with the ow. Which just pissed me off of course. I would really like to connect and talk with the h.....kind of hard to do when he is pursuing a relationship with a ow. Honestly I don't even know what to sat to my h....things are so awkward and weird. I feel like I don't even know him....but I want to know him more than I did before.

I guess I just have to rember, Patience Nicole patience. Patience is really something I need to work on, and not trying to control what can or can't happen with our m.