She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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if it really comes down to that for me wired, I just hope I'll be able to stomach it.

i sort of wen't through it for a time when i was home for two weeks in September. During those two weeks she acted like I wasn't even there. This was before i even knew what she was thinking. Those were until now the two most difficult weeks of my life.

Now I'll be going home and we won't even be in the same house together. Not seeing her ignore me every day, should be easier than her ignoring me while we're not together.

I really don't know what it's going to be like to be honest. Everything is a bunch of whats and wonders for me right now. i left for Afghanistan and i thought she cared, now I return and I know she doesn't care.