It would hurt if she didn't care I was home. I would feel some pain and sorrow. I will feel rejected and that would suck. I can survive it and my life will be fine. I can feel the pain without having to cause myself to suffer.
Tbart, I know this feeling all to well. There are days I come home from work and I sit in the car just dreading walking into the house as I know that when I do it will be like walking into a tomb. But I am slowly getting over it and getting on with my life, and now that some warmer weather is coming it, Im hoping it will be easier. Keep taking care of yourself and try to smooth out the rollercoaster ride and the rest should start falling into place.
M:40 W:40 D: 21 S: 18 D: 17 Md: 18 years -1/19/2010 W wants out -6/03/10 "Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one.."
