She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

I'm doing and saying all the right DB techniques to her, but I'm not always feeling them. It's difficult to not care so much until I get home. I feel it's not reality until I get there and face it. I don't expect anyone to understand that.

I do know that at this time I'm my own minds worst enemy. I know I'm in a war zone, but I've been in the military for 20 years and this is what I do. This M problem is absolutely new to me.

I have been focusing on my kids 100% until recently. It was all about them, and it still is, but I still wander over to thoughts of my W.

I will say robx you take the gloves off when you advise. I appreciate it though. I've actually been doing much better than I have been in months. It will be different for me once i return home. I'm not saying it will be easier, just different. Being with my kids will make me feel a ton better.