Today my W is having tubes put in her ear. I wish I was home to be the one taking care of her. Right now she would say that I've never taken care of her when she was sick, there have been times, but I've been taking care of her our entire marriage. She's been back and forth to the hospital our entire marriage, deathly ill at one point, and I've always been there for her.
This is that merry go round my friend steady was talking about. i keep thinking what it will be like when I go home. I have no hope of anything spectacular. I'm actually terrified that she won't even care that I'm home. However, she's said to myself and others that she really wants me out of "This God Forsaken Country". She also wants me to be able to sleep in my bed and be in my house. I once told her my bed is the one where she's next to me, so it isn't my bed. That was some time ago.
She wants me to call her tonight to see how her procedure went. She's always asking about me as well. The mind will wander won't it?
Last edited by tbart01; 03/31/1002:38 PM.
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept
