I chose the one less traveled by...#29

[kat727]

I don't know. Why does S not fall all over himself to get to me when I know he likes me? (Well in that case I know the answer). Just insecurities about myself. I am hung up on my figure issue at the moment though I know that is improving. My self esteem was really down there for a while but luckily was already on its way back up when K started connecting with me. I know we aren't kids anymore and we have both grown up a lot.

I know he had been thinking about me quite a bit since his accident 5 years ago. I just hope he doesn't have rose colored glasses on when it comes to me. I really need to take this one day at a time and not jump ahead. Really hard for me because I do plan way too much.

I want to get to the point where I know I am good enough to have this happen. Just feel as if I am on a wobbly ladder on this last point.

kat