once again Steady thank you. This merry go round really sucks. I d have good stretches and then bad stretches. It just sucks right now because I'm so close to going home yet it seems so far away. I have cycled through all these stages, and I keep cycling.

Also, my dream yesterday involved something bad happening to my D14, so that has me down. Anything can potentialy set off the cycle...I'm tired of it.

Married 18
Me 39
W 37
D 15
D 5
Divorce Filed 8 April 2010
Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept