She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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Unfortunately this has already affected my career to a certain extent. All those days I was consumed with the sitch over here caused me to not be recognized for my performance.

It will now be more difficult for me to make my next rank. I never stopped doing my job, but my commander assumed differntly even though he had only seen and talked to me once.

Now I not only have my M to worry about, but now my career has been affected. To think I volunteered to go to Afghanistan, and all I got out of it was a tarnished career and a potential D.

My joking funny self has just become very angry. My 17 1/2 year marriage is damaged, and now my stellar 20 year career is in question. I'm considering retirement, and that's the part of my career that is in question. I don't like how the Air Force has treated during this time.

I brought this up to my W some time back and she said she didn't want me to retire. last time I checked she no longer has a say in this. I hope she's happy at what she's done. She's successfully ruined a family and a career.

I just want to get my a$$ back to the states. This knocks my uplifted attitude back down. The dreams certainly haven't helped me. I hate waking up and realizing this is all really happening.