She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[steady]

That's all understandable tbart. The dreams will come and go. I remember all those mornings waking up and the first thing that came into my head was my sitch. I remember the sinking feeling every time I re-realized it was really happening - and not just a bad dream.

Keep focusing on you and being now and those joking, funny, laughing self days will be there. The more you can keep your head out of your sitch and more on your task at hand the better you will do. The least amount of control you try to exercise, the better your chances of everything working out positively.